Wow, Wow, WOW!

You cannot possibly understand how I can be so completely exhausted and ecstatic at the same time...

The last three days I have worked have been anywhere from 12 to 14 hour days... The days before that weren't a whole lot shorter.

But my staff has accomplished so much! It's been so wonderful working with them all, and watching them all work so hard. It's been so different and great to see them looking to me as the supervisor, and while it's something I'm still new at, I love it! I love that they know they can come to me for answers.

Long story short, I feel like I'm about to fall over. My knees and back hurt, and I'm exhausted beyond all comprehension, but I feel so wonderfully, gloriously accomplished.

On another note, I went back to the doctor's yesterday. (Traffic was terrible, but I'm not going into that) While he did decide that my prescription dosages were too low, they also said I don't have to come back for four months! FOUR! Not until December when they do another ultrasound. I am THRILLED!

For now, it's time for bed!

Finally Speaking Up

You are about to see a Facebook conversation that I had with Bree. I finally got angry enough to speak up and talk about something that's been bothering me for quite some time. You know what? I feel a lot better for having spoken up.

Bree

hey moo

Me

Hi

Bree

how you doin?

i saw you at gabes the other day, was gonna say hi but you left

Me

I didn't see you.

Yeah, I was just browsing. I had a lot of stuff to get done that day

Bree

oic

hows work going?

Me

Really busy and challenging, but okay

You?

Bree

good. porthouse ended yesterday. spent all day running errands and figuring out bills

how's your apartment looking? we need to see each others new places.

Me

So everyone left?

Bree

yeah, everyone except the ones who go to school here

Me

I figured that's why you started talking to me again

Bree

umm. okay then

Me

It's what you do every time you make new friends, Bree. You throw the rest of us backwards until you want us around again. It's what you did to Nikki and I when you met AJ

I just can't believe you did it again after you knew how much it hurt the last time you did it

So now that they're gone, you started talking to me again. Just like when the novelty wore off with AJ.

Bree

last time i checked you didn't try to talk to me either. it goes both ways. you spent all your time with aj

Me

Because you told me to. If you don't remember, you asked me to be around for him. Also, considering the situation, I like to think he might have needed me a little more than you did. And because I'm tired of being the one that makes the effort.

Bree

he wasn't totally innocent tho. you didn't have to do anything i said

Me

I didn't say he was innocent, and I'm done arguing with you. I have work to do. I'll talk to you later, Bree